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so i ask myself

is anybody out there? (which is yet another song cue hello… hello… hello for floyd fans)… and i ask myself… is anybody listening? (which is yet another, especially sometimes when all the world’s asleep for rem fans)… and i realize the most important question is… am i? (oh so many references there, i mean, wouldn’t it be loverly?)… cuz in the end (the love you save and all), everything really does kinda sorta come full circle (as in all my life’s a circle too, for harry fans and those who want to COME A LITTLE BIT CLOSER (for jay fans) by following the sidebar to wherever it leads…got a few years? lol lam lal laa la) and i wonder… what do you ask yourself?…

famous tumblrs

or maybe i meant famous people… i follow a few here, not because they are famous (not that being famous means much, in fact, it doesn’t even always get you to the front of the line… take tom anderson, for instance, and who enjoys being retired and is still #112063946124358686266 at google+ … who knows what it takes to be #1, aye?), though some famous people post cool stuff, but because they amuse me and i’ve followed them for many years in other venues… i won’t disclose whether we are close personal friends because virtual paparazzi are almost as bad (in some cases worse) than the camera toting ones and we all deserve whatever measure of privacy we want (i must want a bit after all in spite of my hundreds of public blogs {what no link?… see another entry if you must} exposing most ever side of my brain and life {and body, for that matter, but that’s beside the point… of course i might be one of the famous in disguise for all you know, but that’s besides the point too and only my stalkers know for sure, or so they think} even if we don’t always know it)… what i meant to say was (after a pause for the synchronous eye-rolling competition), i think i started following the world’s most outspoken geek, wil weaton, here tonight, though i thought i did before, but i might have been thinking of google+… so many sites, so little time… ok, so maybe he’s not the world’s most outspoken geek, but gates has been quiet lately and jobs died, so who’s left?… i mean besides natalie tran (and who wouldn’t want to be beside her?… fuck yeah, but that too is beside the point, pun unintended) maybe i meant irreverent when i typed outspoken… in any case, i wish i had time to stalk my friends properly instead of just somewhat randomly (and not very frequently) adding them here and there on sites like these, but the cold hard fact is that life (offline) is just too busy (and fun, don’t forget the fun) and truth is that i am way too tied up at the psychiatric hospital to get out much… so i stopped by for a moment (quite unexpectedly, at that or this, for that matter… what matter, which that, you matter, so materialize already, wontcha?) to say i hope you are smiling more than frowning, wherever (and whomever) you are :)

not here enough to matter?

probably, but i’ll get a little personal anyway (i just did laundry and showered, well even, so it’s ok, really) just to let you know that i’ve been pouring words into my daily (e)thereal blog since my best friend and roommate moved up north last weekend… the road trip getting her up there was much fun, but life is way different down here now since i got back and there’s so much to do around the living space that’ll take weeks cuz so much of her stuff is still here to trip over so if i, the person behind the irreverent and relatively odd (or meaningless, depending on your perspective) words, matter to you then you can come over and hug a lot, or at least pat me on the head once or twice… a few times would be nice… you could even spend hours reminding me how much you love me, or want to… let’s see if this works…

pulchritude

and now i am following yet another stranger just cuz i like the photos she puts up (i think this harry potter weekend must have influenced the follow-click, though i have saved so many of her photos i thought i was following already, but that might be cuz i click over from facebook… like i keep track of anything i do online?… anyway, is saving someone’s publically posted photos is stealing?… i’m not trying to sell them, after all… just saving them for a rainy day or maybe for when i get old and have time to look at them… hopefully i’ll still be alive when it’s time to retire… have i digressed?… am i asking too many questions?… did you know that parenthetic asides are the sign of genius?… or is that add?… ADD?… well, at least i’m not as hyper as i used to be… dsm-v has nothing on me… paranoid?… who?… what are you looking at?)…

as if it related, now i want to see her first video cuz it is so much awkward fun to watch someone grow up in front of a camera, i mean, isn’t that what tv is all about for kids?… well, kids grow up in front of tvs, so there is some similarity i suppose… i suppose a lot of things… do you suppose?…

and just cuz, now i like the word pulchritude…

strange tumbl

so i get this email telling me that hipsternat is following me here and sure enough, i immediately found myself compelled to fumbl and stumbl and over here to tumbl into these words cuz, good golly miss anthrop, imagine me getting the attention of amazing and wonderful natalie tran (kind of makes this semi-ironic, or maybe just wrong… love being wrong like this… imagine, me meeting nat… getting to know her… being her friend… conquering the world… ok, maybe we’re going a bit too far… hey, at least i kept it out of the bedroom… figures, huh?)… so now i have four, count them, four followers… unfortunately, tumblr won’t let me count them because when i click on the followers link, only two show… nat and obsession… so obviously they are each two people… i wonder if they know that… anyway, i am now followed by the stunningly enigmatic natalie tran (fuck yeah), so obviously i am finally on my way to the fame and fortune i so undeniably deserve (at least in my imagination)…

here to follow

just one more reason i stop by tumblr… some of my favorite online people are here, or some of my favorite people are online here, either way, they are all welcome to share a bathtub with me anytime… someday i will write the song and paint the image in my mind of the enormous old-style bathtub floating out at sea with chocolate fountains, a full service slushy bar, a well stocked fridge, unique umbrellas, and of course, a cell-satellite tower (cuz we’ve got to communicate, right?) and all of us lounging around between naps and tennis and other playful moments… and of course a camp little sandbox playground for the kids (and when we want to build castles in the sand)…

otherwise, i am elsewhere… be somewhere :)

back up

cuz that is the only way to truly know, review it all from the beginning and even before to put it all in context and know it all, i mean, that is how you truly know someone, but that is not what i meant in this particular title even though it relates as directly as if it was meant to be if anything in this universe is meant to be so maybe i should get to the point already, aye?… these days, most of the time, i am where i am these days (get it or not), but there where i am these days might not be there due to some thing or other like right now when this says the site (where i am these days most of the time) is down, then this can become the back-up place where i am these days… or something like this… maybe someday i will tell and stop being not noticed, narf :)

not noticed

this silly asian brought me back here before i even noticed (she’s sneaky like that in case you did not know, or notice) and you see, links can be tied to almost every word here digg? (or do you wonder if this motion is as stimulating as it looks?, not just cuz she might… seriously, would you be offended if i want you like a beatles song?… who me?… do you tweet?… fact is, i love her eyes, i mean vision, wild thing… all song references aside, sometimes it all about the shock value and other times, it’s just a coy way of attention seeking… just remember what the white rabbit said, i mean, besides feed your head… don’t get lost following weirdos on the web…ah, we can dream, ya know?

she brought me back

not that this is earth shattering news to anyone, not even us, but it’s good to find yet another connection to a long time friend from way back in the diaryland dayz but she could always inspire me to purr (among other things) and since i was wandering old haunts (listening to an old playlist (maybe hopeful) on myspace where music is still exciting (even if i haven’t been there in a year or so) i stumbled upon my old friend (or was it all a dream, as john lennon once asked) and found myself here again, for the moment in these moments when i should be sleeping… wonderful, no doubt :)

time to close

this browser window, that is… and that may mean i shall not stumble back to this tumblr for a while as is habit when i close a browser window (the onion

comes to mind, even as it may now be defunct), but that’s life… call me up or send me a message and maybe i’ll be back sooner… does this site notify if someone leaves a comment? :)